Truth hurts but lies worse

       2 months ago, I met this guy but now this guy has left my front door. I just cant explain that in just a span of 2 months, you will fall in love for someone to the point that you are already thinking about your future. It was never officially us but i know that in my heart that, we love each other. I hope that eventually, he will miss me and be his friend again since he said that he will move away. Let me describe him: He is tall, good-looking, creative, talented, warm, funny, kind, cool and even though he is not perfect, he is my everything. There is someone who already owns his heart at this moment and she is a very very lucky girl. I hope she will make him happy forever. Nonetheless,  I really care for him I truly do. However,  I wont be able to communicate with him anymore since I don't want to ruin their relationship.

       I had the option to lie that there is nothing between us but I told the truth. Why? because I believe that in some cliche reason, the truth will set my heart free. Now I am free. I hope he says the truth to the person he truly loves for his heart to fly in the vast ocean and flourish in the wind as the rain goes by. A secret will never be kept forever. Yes,  both of them could live a lie and I always wonder why. A person who truly loves you will understand you and will never go away.        

       I love him.. yeah really.. but he loves her more.. I just realized that if you love someone or something, you just have to set it free. I want him to stay but what is the point if we are not meant to be? What is Love after all? L- Lasting O- Other Centered V- Values Person E- Expects nothing in return. My love for that person will always be here in my heart. I have never left him.. I don't want to be hard on myself and is already willing to let go of the past. Thus, I'll never regret what we had for each other since he taught me a lot of things and changed me as a person. I will always care for him here in my heart. My prayers for him is always sent every dawn and dusk. Wondering how his day went by... his voice, funny stories... everything about him is just awesome. I wish him a happy life right now. I hope that if ever he has a problem he will reach me in the rain or in the night. I'll always catch a glimpse in the Orion's belt. I still have never shed a tear about what happened.  Soon, I will wait for the rain and blend with it so I can still say that I have never shed a tear in the future. 

Life is beautiful 

yes, I had a Heartbreak, but now I'm Happy and Free.